Sunday, December 19
dinner.. then k box.. - Sunday, December 19, 2004
my dae started..waking up.. n feeling cold... like i feel every other morning aniwaez..
wells.. yesterdae was kinda fun.. went to a dinner somewhere in spore.. e place.. officially freaky.. at nite esp. in the afternoon.. finding e place in a grp.. we took a taxi cos we were lost.. got even more lost when we couldn't find e place n had pay 4 e damn taxi ride.. wells.. lionel settled e taxi fare but i kinda felt guilty.. we finally found e place.. after hearing loudspeakers talk.. i mean shout amongst themselves about where e damn place was.. found e place.. after having our feet sore.. ( i tink damala suffered a whole load more.. i carried her.. lionel carried her... haha.. i carried her less than a metre?.. we almost got chased by a pair of stray dogs..
we reached e place.. ate a little.. then we had this sudden urge 2 go k box.. there was this huge mix up in between.. with mark the queen of england speaking britain e whole wae in e lift.. we got up... blah blah blah.. michelle blessann damala jas n i were like nutz.. singing n jumping on e chair.. haha.. me n aaron teo lied 2 both our parents.. hopefully none of us would spill e beans aniwaez..
i know it's my fault tat i'm not telling him e whole story.. he's heard a couple of tings she's done .. n he still tinks she's a nice person.. y would me telling him e whole truth change anyting like tat.. wad would e use be.. tings would still be e same .. he keeps persuading me 2 forgive her.. how can i.. she's done tings 2 my fwens tat r unpardonable.. i'll stand my my fwens.. no matter wad.. u said once tat pple tat betrayed my trust muz have made me in2 e person tat i am 2dae.. dun u realise.. she was one of the pple.. dun u get it.. u ask me 2 forgive her.. u dun even noe wad she's done 2 me in e past.. y is it tat i tell u this n u dun understand how i feel.. n yet when i tell someone else.. someone not as close.. he believes me wholeheartedly.. i'd wish u'd stand by my side.. i really wish u would.. if u say u love me y can't u accept who i am.. why can't u accept tat i can't forgive this easily..